Zay wasn’t having a
good day. First his asthma was acting up. Then he had wandered off again, which
had earned him his second spanking.
Elijah had left Zay
napping while he ran to the infirmary to see if the doctor had any ideas to
help with the asthma.
Zay woke while his
lover was gone. He couldn’t find him in the bungalow so he decided to go look
for him.
Knowing that Elijah
liked watching the loons at the lake with him, Zay headed there but got turned
around and had to be brought back to the lodge by the same big security guy,
Duke, that helped him the last time he got lost.
Elijah was waiting
for him at their bungalow and wasn’t happy Zay had left without leaving a note
again. “But you didn’t leave a note either,” Zay said when Elijah pulled
him over his lap.
“You must not have
looked very hard for my note, Zay, because it’s still on the table where I left
it,” Elijah said as he began to spank Zay’s bare rump.
The young man didn’t
think his rear end could hurt worse than it did after the first spanking, but
he was wrong. He didn’t argue when Elijah sent him back to finish his nap.
An hour or so later
Elijah took Zay's hand as they headed over to the lodge for a
bite to eat.
“Hey! We haven’t
tried the steak at the restaurant yet, how about we give it a try?” Elijah
asked Zay.
“Ok,” Zay answered a
little horse from the spanking that just happened an hour ago.
“You ok?” Elijah
asked.
“Yeah, I'm ok. I'm
sore though.”
“Good then maybe I
made my point and you’ll remember it this time. Now let’s go get something to
eat.”
Grabbing a corner
table close to the restrooms, away from the crowd, Elijah sat down and then
pointed to Zay to sit.
“Um, Elijah, I think
I'll stand if that's ok with you.”
Elijah snapped his
fingers for Zay to sit.
Zay looked from
Elijah to the restrooms then back to his partner wondering if he could make it
into the restroom before Elijah could stop him. He walked over and very
gingerly sat down. The younger man knew Elijah wasn’t happy that he wandered
off again and Zay’s rear wasn’t happy either, but he couldn’t help being
distracted here. The place was beautiful.
Both men looked at
their menus then ordered the same thing; draft beer and steak with potatoes and
steamed vegetables and salad to start.
While waiting for
their salads to arrive, Elijah decided to bring up about Zay's asthma
medicine and why he's been missing doses.
“Zay, love, can you
tell me why your not using your inhaler?”
“Um, I've been using
it,” Zay said as he started to get antsy.
“Have you, Zay?”
Elijah asked lifting his left eyebrow and looking at the men's room.
When his young man
didn’t answer Elijah repeated the question again “Zay, have you been using your
inhaler?”
“Ah, well, I missed
a couple of times since being here.” Zay answered.
“Thank you, Zay. Now
hand me your phone please!”
“Elijah, please not
here. Can we wait until we get back?”
“No, Zay, now
please.”
“Fine!” Zay snapped
and handed over the phone.
Taking the phone
Elijah pocketed it for later.
Their dinners came
and they talked about their day and made plans tomorrow for one of the classes.
Walking back to their
bungalow, Zay stopped and asked Elijah for his phone back.
“No, Zay we need to
discuss more on why you haven't been using your inhaler.”
Taking the key out
of his pocket Elijah opened the door turned on the lights and went into the
kitchen. He grabbed two wine glasses and a bottle of wine.
“Elijah please now
can I have my phone back?”
“No Zay, but
you can stand in the corner and think how today went then we'll talk.”
Watching Zay fidget
for about twenty minutes, Elijah called him over to sit on the couch.
“So Zay
since your having a difficult time remembering to take your inhaler, which
by the way should be taken every day, I've downloaded an app. for you.
It's called MediSafe and I entered all your information and…”
“Noooooo.... Elijah
please don't, I'll remember to take my inhaler. I don't need that.”
“Sorry love it's
done, and please do not interrupt me while I’m talking.” Elijah scolded.
“Sorry Elijah,”
Zay said.
“Now where was I?”
Elijah asked more to himself than his young partner. He continued, “This app
here is to help you. To remind you to take your medicine on time. Also it will
alert me on my phone if you missed taking it. If that happens you can be
sure there will be consequences. Am I making myself clear?”
“Yes sir,” Zay
answered.
“Good now let’s take
this wine and head to bed,” the older man said. Then he kissed Zay's lips
tasting the leftover steak juice and took his hand and led him back to the
bedroom.
<<<<>>>>
Duke Montgomery had had it.
It had been one of his worst Wednesdays in a while. As he came off his shift he
knew the bar at the lodge closed at midnight on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday
as there were fewer guests in the earlier part of the week. It usually closed
at two in the morning the rest of the days. He knew he still had plenty of time
to get showered and dress in clean clothes and still be able to get some food
and relax. He wanted a stiff drink. His arm was hurting some now, but he knew
the alcohol would take care of that for a while.
The security man got into
his golf cart and pulled up to the lodge and rolled into his usual space,
setting the brake as he stopped. Entering the bar with a dark scowl on his
face, he parked his large, but lean frame on the bar stool he grunted.
"Pour me a double of your best twelve-year old scotch on the rocks."
"So, Duke. What's with
the dark cloud? Need to talk?" Jake asked when he saw the tall security
guard enter the bar, looking very put out. Jake was worried. He'd been a
bartender for a long time and he knew that drinking while angry wasn't the best
thing for people to do. He poured a Coke on ice instead and placed it on the
bar in front of the man. "It's not a good idea to drink when you're upset,
Duke. Sit and relax for a bit, and talk to me." Jake said with a charming
smile.
Duke glowered at
Jake for a moment more. "Damn you Jake...I asked for scotch and you give
me a Coke? All I want to do is to forget this Godawful day."
"How many times have
you had to break up a fight between people who had bad days and drank to
forget?" Jake asked gently. "I'll make you a deal, my friend.
You have the Coke and talk to me, and before you leave, if you're calmer,
I'll send you home with a whole bottle. Just kidding.” Jake admitted.
"I'll give you one for the road. But first you have to talk to me. Deal?"
Duke studied the man and
then nodded. "All right...deal. I couldn't drink a whole bottle anyway. It
would kill me and if it didn't then James and Jeff would."
Jake laughed
appreciatively. "So spill, what's wrong, my friend?"
Duke sighed and took a draw
on the straw of the drink Jake had just set down in front of him and flipped
his longish blonde hair out of the way. "There must be a full moon out
cuz it's been a hell of a day. I’ve had to rescue three of the newbies who
got lost out on the trails during the day, takin' each of them back to their
bungalows, or to the lodge. That wasn't so bad, but of course I had to come
across that damned yearling bull moose that likes to stand in the
middle of the trail and don't wanna move."
Jake sighed. There
were signs posted all along the trails to keep people from getting lost, but
without fail, someone always followed a bunny trail and got lost. "Maybe
the moose has a crush on you." He joked. "I mean, you're the only one
who has to deal with him on a regular basis." The bartender smiled.
While Jake waited for Duke
to tell him the whole story, he turned toward one of the waiters and ordered
some buffalo wings and fries for the security man. In the meantime he picked up
a basket of chips and set them in front of Duke.
Duke snorted. "Maybe.
Seems I'm always runnin' into the damn thing. I should take my pistol and
put him out of his misery once and for all." He griped, his face
in a scowl once again. He noticed that Jake ordered food for him. He hadn’t
realized that the man had set a basket of chips in front of him and started to
reach unconsciously with his right hand into it but hesitated and then took a
chip with his left and munched. "The young man I had with me had
never seen a moose before and started screamin' and shoutin' at it and it tried
to charge the golf cart. I had to fend it off and it finally bounded off into
the woods. Then I had to deal with a hysterical kid."
Jake tried not to laugh at
the picture Duke was painting. Using all of his will power he suppressed the smile
and patted the other man on the shoulder. "It just goes to show you can
handle anything, Duke, whether it's a mooning bull moose or a
caterwauling kid. I'm just glad you avoided what could have been an ugly
situation. How did you manage to get the moose to move on?"
Duke said, as he rubbed his
right hand and forearm in an unconscious gesture where the
moose's forehead and antlers had bruised him. "I got it to go
away by whacking it over the head with my arm." He told Jake. He continued
to munch on some chips and said. "I guess I scared it enough to take off.
We were lucky his mom wasn’t around."
Jake looked at the bruise.
"Have you had Doc take a look at that? That's pretty bad, even for you,
big guy."
Duke looked down and
shrugged. "I've had worse."
"You should still have
Heath take a look at that, wait..." He said, turning to pick up a
bar towel and fill it with ice. He placed the impromptu ice pack on the larger
man's hand and arm. "So, what about the kid?"
Duke looked down at the
improvised ice pack and bit back a wince. "I got him calmed down and
delivered him to his partner."
"I hope you reminded
him that the signs are there for a reason. It seems we have a lot of people who
suddenly forget how to read when they get here, don't you think?" He
joked.
Duke smirked a bit.
"Yeah, I think James and Jeff should give them literacy tests or
somethin'. Look at what happened with Mike."
"Now that took me
completely by surprise. Mike just never seemed the type to me. But I guess
there's a lot about the kid no one knew, including Charles and Gary." Jake
chuffed a laugh. "I'll bet the hardest thing Charles ever did was have to
apologize. I'd have loved to have been a fly on the wall for that."
Duke nodded. "True,
but both Harry and I have had to warn Mike away from the falls before. I'm glad
Harry was on his toes. He's a good man."
"Harry is one of those
guys you look at and never really consider the real strength and mind behind
the uniform.
Duke had to smile at this
and said, "Yeah, he reminds me of the saying still waters run deep."
"Definitely."
Jake said, making a gesture to someone behind Duke.
Duke turned to see
who Jake was gesturing to.
The waiter brought up a
large basket of wings and fries while Jake poured another large glass of coke
for Duke.
The waiter smiled and
placed the food down slightly to Duke's right. "Bon
appetite," he said winking at Duke, he turned and started
to walk back into the kitchen.
Duke smiled at the waiter.
"Thanks, it looks very good." He drained the coke he had been
drinking and then pushed the improvised ice pack toward Jake. "This looks
and smells good. I didn't realize how hungry I was." He slid the basket to
his left side then picked up a wing and bit into it. "Mmmm."
“Nothing hits the spot better
than a big basket of wings and fries." Jake said, smiling as he picked up
the towel, added more ice then laid it on the bar top and nodded his head at
the bundle.
Duke glanced at the towel
covered ice, but ignored it while he continued to devour the wings.
Jake raised an eyebrow at
the big man and patiently waited until Duke carefully placed his hand and arm
on the ice pack once again.
Duke swallowed the bite of
chicken wing he had taken and said, "There was a slight accident at the
rock climb. One of the older men and his young partner were climbing and the
man lost his footing and sprained his ankle. I had to take him and his worried
young partner to the infirmary. I didn't stick around though because I got
another call about some young men having a shoving match at the beach."
"Brats on the
loose." Jake said, shaking his head in dismay.
Duke said, "I was just
breaking it up when their partners came to claim them. Seems they slipped away
somehow."
"Hmmm, well, if
they're worth their salt, their brats won't be pulling a stunt like that again
any time soon."
Duke nodded. "Their
partners didn't look very happy at all. You’d think we were running a
kindergarten today instead of a resort."
"Well, you did what
you had to do, and you did it well. Kudos for a job well done." Jake
smiled. "Would you like anything else to eat? Those wings are nearly gone.
The kitchen is closing in an hour but we had some really great baby back ribs,
there might still be some."
Duke nodded.
"If you do that sounds real good."
Jake gestured toward one of
the waiters, the same one who had brought the wings earlier. "Ben, check
in the kitchen, would you please? See if we have any of those ribs left.
If we do set our friend Duke up, ok?"
The waiter smiled at Duke
again. "It would be my pleasure." Ben said, winking at Duke before he
turned toward the kitchen.
Before long, Ben had come
back to the door between the bar and the kitchen and gave the thumbs up.
"It'll be a few minutes but there's plenty left, and once I told Gary it
was for Duke he said he'd make a double batch."
Duke squirmed
uncomfortably. He was getting a little nervous at Ben winking at him and Jake
making so much fuss over him. "Umm...Thank you."
Jake put another coke in
front of Duke. He saw the other man's discomfort and dialed it back a notch. It
was a question, unasked but yet a question, as to whether Duke was 'available'
or not. No one could remember ever seeing him with, or talking about, a woman
in his life. The man was a puzzle that a good number of the men at the resort
would love to figure out.
While Duke concentrated on
the rest of the chicken, Jake took out his phone and texted Heath from beneath
the bar.
Ben brought up the ribs on
a platter, rolled his eyes at Jake and went to the mic to announce that the
kitchen would be closing in a half hour and for the guests to please place
their final orders.
Duke sniffed appreciatively
at the ribs and dug in. He sucked on the straw in his coke to
wash the ribs down. Finishing off the fries from the wings he started
on the ones with the ribs. He favored his sore arm a bit, but didn't complain
about it hurting. "These are excellent Jake." He remarked.
Seeing that Duke was having
problems with the sauce and the napkin, he took another napkin and wet it in
the sink. "Here you go." He noticed Duke going easy on the injured
arm but didn't say anything. He shook his head thoughtfully.
Duke finished half of the
ribs, made a contented sound and drank more of his Coke.
"Now didn't that make
you feel a lot better than fuddling your head up with booze?" Jake asked
with a grin.
Duke flushed and then
nodded. "Yeah, it was good. I wasn't goin' to get totally drunk, just that
bit of a glow."
"Worst time to drink
is when you're upset. Believe me, I see enough of that here every night. If...
well, I'm glad you feel better. Want me to wrap up the rest of these ribs to
go?"
Duke looked thoughtful for
a moment, then shook his head. "No, I'm not much of a cook and I'll
probably burn them. You keep them for me and I'll stop by tomorrow and have
them for lunch." He gave Jake a small grin.
"You got it, my
friend. Now what do you say you drop by Heath's and let him have a look at that
arm before you go to bed. We both know that once your nerves catch up with the
injury you're going to be in a lot of pain." He said, arching an eyebrow
at the taller man.
Duke glanced at the
clock. "It's late. I don't want to wake him."
"That's his job, my
friend. He's used to it. I'll bet you another rack of ribs that if I call him
he'll answer on the first ring."
Duke shook his head.
"He's with James and Jaxon. They don't need to be disturbed. It can wait
until mornin'." Duke insisted stubbornly.
"Too late, I already
texted him. He's expecting you at the infirmary as soon as you can get there.
Now Mr. Marine, march!" Jake grinned.
Duke scowled at
Jake. "You didn't have to do that."
"You weren't going to,
so yes, I did. You need to take care of yourself, Duke. People are
depending on you. And if you won't take care of yourself, I will. That's what
friends are for. Now go on, I'll make sure Gary saves a rack of ribs for you
for tomorrow."
Duke studied Jake for a
long moment and then sighed. "'Kay, can I have that one to go?"
“Now listen and no
bratting,” Jake teased. “Heath won’t be able to give you anything for your pain
if you’ve been drinking. And you are going.” Jake waited for Duke to argue.
Duke made a face.
"Brattin'? I ain't one of those." He pouted as he used his left
hand to down the last of his Coke. "All right, I'll go, since you have him
up already."
"I'll wrap these up
and you go straight to Heath. I'll know if you don't." He reached under
the bar, took out a roll of tin foil and proceeded to wrap the leftover food.
"Hey, do me a
favor while you're there?"
Duke looked at Jake,
"What?"
"Give him this extra
plate of ribs. He was asking for them earlier." Jake laughed as Ben
brought up another plate.
Duke grinned. "Not if
I get to them first." He teased, but knew he'd bring them to the doctor as
asked.
Ben gave Duke a significant
look, smiled and walked away with another glance and a smile over his shoulder.
Duke, seeing Ben, looked
distinctly uncomfortable and he turned to Jake. "What do you think he's
doin'?"
Jake laughed, “The same
thing nearly everyone on this resort does, he's just not being shy about it
anymore."
Duke bit his lip.
"Why me?"
"Have you
looked in the mirror lately?"
Duke chuckled.
"At this ugly old puss?"
"You know you're a
good looking guy. You're also one of the last of the single men on the resort,
now that James and Heath have hooked up. Gay or straight, there are a lot of
men here who would love to say you're theirs." Even me, he thought.
Duke blushed hotly.
"I don't think so."
"Take a good look at
yourself in the mirror tonight,” Jake said quietly. "That is, after you've
seen Heath, who is still waiting for you. Now get going, kiddo." Jake
smiled.
Duke nodded. "All
right and thanks Jake." The slightly older man gave Jake a mock salute and
taking the plate he needed to deliver to Heath. "Put it on my tab Jake,”
he teased knowing full well that meals were free to residents and employees. He
left the bar and walked down to the infirmary.
Jake smiled in the
direction that Duke had disappeared and shook his head again. 'If you were
mine...' he thought, letting the thought trail off.
<<<<>>>>
Duke Montgomery made his
way to the infirmary. He had decided while walking down the path that he really
didn't want to keep Heath up and away from his new partners, at least that's
the way Duke thought of the three men. He was skilled at being very
quiet when it counted and when he got to the infirmary door, eased it open
enough to slide the foil wrapped dish of ribs onto the counter, eased the door
shut quietly and made his way into the night like a shadow. Once he made it to
his bungalow he proceeded to get ready for bed.
Heath was in one of the
exam rooms waiting for Duke and becoming a bit impatient. It had been at least
twenty minutes since Jake had texted him that Duke was on his way. After another
five minutes he headed to the reception area to see if Duke had arrived yet and
when he got to the front all he found was a foil wrapped plate of what smelled
like BBQ ribs from the lodge. Duke was nowhere to be found. Heath pulled out
his phone and called Duke's cell phone. There was no answer. He tried Duke's
bungalow and again, there was no answer. Becoming concerned, he called Jake.
Jake had just walked out of
the lodge on his way home when his phone rang, "Hello."
"Jake, I thought you
said you were sending Duke over for me to check out his arm?"
"Yeah, I did. He
should have been there already with a plate of ribs," Jake explained.
"Well, I got the ribs
but no Duke, and there's no answer on his cell phone or his land line."
Concerned, Jake changed
course and headed toward Duke's place. "I'll find him and bring him
over." He reassured the doctor.
"Ok, I'll hang
around then," Heath said.
As was his usual routine as
soon as he arrived home, Duke turned off the ringer on his land line and turned
off his cell phone. Coral was on duty and he would be able to handle anything
that came up.
Duke carefully wriggled out
of his tee shirt and pants and changed into sweat pants. He was having too much
trouble putting on a clean tee, so he decided to go to bed without. He went
into his bathroom to see if he had some Tylenol. His arm was swollen and
slightly discolored, but he wasn't too worried.
It took another five
minutes or so for Jake to reach Duke's bungalow. Noticing the lights were still
on he knocked on the door.
Duke stopped rummaging in
the medicine cabinet, surprised to hear a knock on his door. He cursed silently
to himself wondering what he was needed for now. He went over to the door and
pulled it open, "What’s wrong?" He asked and then saw Jake standing
there. "Jake?"
"Why aren't you
at the infirmary?" Jake growled.
Duke looked surprised
hearing Jake’s tone. "I decided I didn't want to keep Heath up and away
from his partners and I did deliver the ribs as asked." He said a little
defensively.
"But you didn't even
talk to Heath," the bartender said. Jake looked at Duke’s bare chest and
swallowed back a moan. Then he looked at his arm and saw the swelling.
"Come on, let's go."
Duke looked at Jake.
"I told you it can wait until mornin'. A couple of aspirin or somethin'
will be just fine." Duke argued.
"By morning that hand
and your arm are going to be bigger than your head, Duke," Jake growled.
Duke looked down at his
hand and arm. "A good night's sleep will help it." He continued to
argue.
Jake tried a new approach,
"Duke, you are my friend and right now you are just being stubborn. If you
broke something then waiting isn't a good idea and I think you know that."
Jake paused to let his words sink in. "I only want what is best for you,
but if I have to call James to come get you to go see Heath I will."
Duke's eyebrows rose in
surprise at Jake's threat and then he said a little sulkily, "Oh
all right, just because you're my friend and I don't want the big gun woken
up."
"Good,"
Jake said relieved. "Let's go."
Duke walked to the
infirmary wearing his sweat pants, slippers, and a throw blanket, courtesy of
Jake, draped lightly over his shoulders against the early morning chill.
Heath was waiting on the
porch when he saw Duke and Jake walking up the path to the infirmary.
"You didn't
have to wait outside, Doc." Duke said.
"It was either that or
eat that whole plate of ribs you left me, Duke," the doctor said.
"Come on in and let me look at your hand and arm."
Duke said,
"You'd have done better to eat the ribs."
"Do you need me to
stay, Duke, or are you going to play nice with Heath?" Jake asked with a
chuckle.
Duke scowled at
Jake. "You can go on home guard dog."
Heath looked between the
two men and if he didn't know better he would have thought something was going
on between them.
"Ok, I'll see
you tomorrow for lunch then, big guy." Jake said.
Duke smiled at that and
said, "All right Jake. Thanks for everythin', even though it wasn't
exactly fair to threaten me with the big gun."
Heath looked at Jake
confused.
"He wouldn't budge so
I told him I was gunna call James," Jake shrugged. "What can I say,
it worked."
Duke pouted.
"See, Jake don't play fair, Doc."
Heath laughed and
led Duke inside. "Thanks for rounding him up, Jake."
Duke followed Heath
back inside and to the infirmary.
Once Heath got him
settled on a chair in the exam room he held out his own hand for
Duke’s. "Let me look at you."
Duke hesitated for a
moment, then with a resigned sigh put his injured hand and arm in Heath's.
"How did you
manage to do this, Duke?" the doctor asked.
Duke said, "I hit a
young bull moose on the head when it tried to attack the golf cart I was in.”
Heath just looked at the
man in his care. "You hit a moose? You hit a moose with your hand?"
he asked having a hard time believing it.
Duke shook his head.
"Actually I clobbered it with my forearm. My hand didn't get much of the
blow."
"Why?!"
"I'd picked up a stray
who began screaming when he saw the moose. The moose charged and so... I hit it."
Heath shook his head and
bit back his first response. Concentrating on business, he asked, "What
sort of symptoms have you been feeling? Dull throbbing? Sharp pain?"
"It was sharp and
intense when it happened." Duke replied, “But I did just hit a moose so I
guess that was to be expected." He said, unconsciously cradling his right
arm.
"Right now,
where do you feel the worst of the pain?"
"Uh, all over
right now. The whole arm, from the wrist to the elbow."
"And you said you
delivered the young man to the lodge. How did you drive?"
"Well, the arm hurt so
I mostly drove left handed. Turning the wheel with my right hand made my whole
arm hurt."
"Well, it looks to me
like you might have bruised your hand here," the doctor said pushing on
the side of Duke’s hand. Duke winced in pain at the pressure, despite his
efforts to remain stoic. "I'm worried that you may have broken your
forearm. I'll need to take x-rays to be sure." Heath led the way to the
x-ray room.
Duke went with the young
doctor, a slight frown on his handsome face. He didn't like the idea of an
X-ray, but he really didn't have a choice. If he didn't cooperate Heath would
just call James and James would either dress him down or...well he didn't know
if the man would fire him, but when he was his Captain in the Marines he had
used some rather unconventional methods of gaining his cooperation and he
wasn't anxious to revisit any of them.
Heath took the protective
lead apron and used it to cover Duke from the neck down. "Place your arm
on the slide," Heath instructed. Once it was in the correct position he
stepped out of the room to snap the picture. Duke wasn't saying much but Heath
could see his mind working. "Let me get a couple more then you can go back
to the exam room," the doctor said. "And, Duke, I mean the room not
home."
Duke nodded.
"Yes Doc...I know."
"Good," then
seeing the pained looked on his patient's face he asked, "Have you taken
anything for the discomfort?"
Duke shook his head.
"Not yet, I was rummagin' for somethin' in my medicine cabinet when Jake
dragged me off to see you."
Heath chuckled. "Well,
it's a good thing he cared enough about you to get you here," Heath said,
"because you obviously didn't."
Duke nodded at
Heath. "Yeah, he's a good friend," he said thoughtfully.
Heath snapped the last
picture and turned to Duke, carefully removing the apron. "Go on back to
the room and I'll get you something for the pain."
Duke stood up and walked
back to the exam room to wait for Heath to join him.
Minutes later, Heath came
in to the exam room and put the films up on the lit viewing frames. After a
minute he called Duke over. "See, this line here," he said pointing
to the security guard's ulna.
Duke looked at the
line Heath pointed out. "Yes, I see it." He told the doctor.
"When you hit that
moose you caused a hairline fracture," Heath explained. "You didn't fracture your metacarpal but it is
bruised.”
Duke shook his head.
"When I do somethin' I don't do it halfway, do I?" he sighed. Then
realization hit. "Damn... does that mean I can't work? I have to work. I'm not
sure Harry will be able to cover all of my hours...and Coral only works the
graveyard shift."
"Duke, I'll
have to cast it."
Duke frowned. "Like
you said, it's just a hairline fracture, can't you just wrap it?"
Heath looked at Duke a
minute then said, "I can put a removable splint on it, like the one Jaxon
has. But if I do that you have to promise me to be careful."
Duke thought about
it for a moment and then asked, "Careful how?"
"Well, for one thing,
you can't go around slugging any more moose," Heath smiled.
"What about
unruly guests?" Duke joked.
"I'm pretty sure there
is a rule against that too," Heath said. "I need your promise that
you'll be careful and maybe in a couple of weeks I'll release you back to light
duty at work."
Duke squeaked out,
"A couple of weeks?!"
"The usual treatment
is immobilization for approximately 8 weeks, maybe more, depending on how
fast the bone heals."
Duke shook his head.
"I can't be out that long...tell you what doc, you put the cast thing on
and let me go back to work right away."
"Duke, I know you
don't want to let James or TLR down but come tomorrow morning you are going to
be in a lot of pain." Heath explained. "I doubt that you will want to
work."
Duke asked, "How
about the day after tomorrow then?"
"Duke, ignoring your
pain is likely to cause further damage and may slow or even prevent the
fracture from healing all together." Heath warned. "Once the worst of
the pain is gone, you're going to have to undergo several more weeks of
physical therapy to strengthen your arm. It can take weeks to months before you
can return to your usual level of activity."
Heath knew Duke wouldn't,
no, couldn't stay inactive for long. He knew it was just who the big man was.
"Duke, rest tomorrow and keep your arm elevated. We'll talk about my
letting you go back to work. But not tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow."
Duke nodded. "All
right Doc.” Duke didn't know what he was going to do without being able to
work...maybe he'd just walk around the immediate grounds. That shouldn't be too
bad would it? He asked himself.
Heath stepped over to one
of the cabinets and pulled out a removable splint with Velcro tabs. Duke
watched as he examined the splint then put it back and pulled out a larger one.
He turned back to his patient. "This one should work just fine."
Duke nodded. "I
can take it off anytime I want to?"
"I only want you to
take it off to shower," Heath answered. "Duke, I'm serious. If I find
out you aren't wearing it I'll cast it."
Duke bit his lip.
"Can I take it off to sleep?"
"No, you can't. That
arm will need the protection more when you are sleeping." Heath answered.
"You know, Duke, I'm wondering if you aren't really a brat the way you’re
fussin'."
Duke scowled,
"I'm not one of them!"
"One of them who? Mutt
or Adam?" Heath asked. "Do you think less of them because they allow
someone to care about them?"
Duke shook his head.
"No, I like them, I mean I don’t think of Mutt or Adam as brats."
“Are you saying you
aren’t gay or you aren’t a brat?”
Duke blushed. “I
don’t think I’m either.” He told Heath.
"Then who are
you talking about?" The doctor asked.
"The ones I
have to rescue...and break up fights with...those kind."
"Well, there are brats
and then there are BRATS," Heath chuckled. "Brat is just a term some
use. But what it's really all about is loving someone."
Duke looked at Heath
puzzled. "I always thought brats were misbehavin' people." He'd been
at the resort for a little over ten years and knew what it was about, but he'd
never really thought of how a DP relationship worked in private. He'd seen a
lot as an outsider, but had never tried to apply that knowledge to himself.
"Yeah, I understand
where you would think that but really a brat is someone, gay, straight or a
little of both, who understands that he or she needs help from time to time.
Look at Mutt, he has a degree in engineering. He is very capable of handling
life on his own but he knows it works better with Jeff beside him."
Duke nodded. "Yeah,
they work together. So do you, James and Jaxon. You guys seem to belong
together."
"Yeah, we hope that
will happen," Heath said a dreamy look in his eyes. "We haven't asked
him to join us yet. He needs time to feel safe first."
Duke nodded. "I
see." He looked at Heath. "I suppose you and James will make all the
rules and rescue Jax from trouble when he gets into it like the other tops
do."
Heath chuckled but he was
happy Duke was curious. "No, we will all three make the rules. If we
become a threesome all three of us will have a say in the rules and the
consequences."
Duke had a puzzled
look on his face. "Then sort of like a corporation?"
"Yeah, I guess
you could say that," Heath agreed.
Duke nodded.
"So there's the head man and the subordinates."
Heath shook his head,
"OK, let’s see, there is a head of household, or in our case, if it
happens, there will be two. But not because we are the bosses and certainly not
because Jaxon would not be an equal."
Duke asked, "Then how
does that work? It's not like a mom, dad and child is it?"
"No, it's not about
kids and parents," Heath answered. "Look in any adult relationship
most of the duties, if you will, are handled by one or the other member. James
pays the bills. I do the cooking. That sort of thing. One will give the other
the power, for lack of a better word, to handle what he is best at. Within a DP
relationship, the brat usually allows the top to handle what he is best at. But
that doesn’t mean the brat is less of a person. In my book that only makes him
stronger."
"So since I
can't cook, my partner, wife or whatever will do that then?"
"Yes and you would do
something you are good at." Heath let that sink in then added, "The
thing is, Duke, it's not a one sided relationship. A brat has more control than
the top has."
Duke looked at Heath
puzzled. "How do you figure the brat has more power than the top who's in
charge?"
"The brat has the
power to stop or at least discuss the dynamic of the relationship at any
time." Heath answered.
Duke shook his head.
"So they can stop the consequences?"
"Well, yes they can,
but not during the consequence." Heath said. "That wouldn't work at
all."
"I've seen a lot in
the time I've been here, but I've never seen the inner workings of this type of
relationship." Duke said. "What kind of consequences, besides the
occasional swat, does your average brat face, and why wouldn't it work if the
brat didn't like the consequence?"
"As long as they can
justify what they did, then the consequences of their actions will vary. Consequences
depend on the type of top he has and on the type of infraction the brat
committed."
"Once the top has
decided on a punishment, the decision is final?" Duke asked.
"Yes, if his brat
can't justify his actions but I think that should be something that is decided
by both parties in the relationship," Heath explained. "A good top
will always discuss the situation with his partner... or partners... first.
After that they'll discuss the consequences."
Duke was about to ask
another question when they heard a knock on the front counter.
"Stay there,
Duke, I'll be right back."
Heath returned to
the exam room with Jake.
He looked up as Heath came
back into the exam room with Jake. "What are you doin' here Jake? I
thought you went home."
"I just came to see
how you're doing and to help you get home if you needed it. Sometimes those
pain killers can throw you for a loop." Jake smiled. "So how's he
doing, Doc?"
"He has a hairline
fracture on his ulna and a bruised metatarsal.”
"I'm glad you came to
see Heath then, Duke. That could have been ugly in the morning if you'd
waited,” Jake said, a stern expression on his face.
Duke said, "He
hasn't given me anythin' for the pain yet. We got to talkin'.
"Yes, we did
get a little sidetracked, didn't we," Heath agreed.
Jake looked at the
men, curiosity on his features.
Duke nodded. "Yes, we
did. Heath said I was a brat and I told him I wasn't and well, we got to
talkin' about what a brat and then a top were. That reminds me,” he said,
looking at Heath, "Are you goin' to put that splint on me and give me
that pain stuff you wanted to?"
"You're right.
First things first. Hold out your arm, Duke."
Duke tentatively held out
his arm, supporting it with his left hand as he did so, trying not to let on
that it was truly hurting now.
"Sorry, bud, I know it
hurts even if you won't admit it," the doctor apologized. Heath wrapped
the splint around Duke's arm and adjusted it. “Remember your promise or I will
cast it," Heath demanded as he slipped a blue sling over his patient’s
head and across his shoulder. Then he carefully helped Duke place his arm in
the sling. “That should help you keep your arm up and safe.”
Duke took a deep breath and
nodded. "Okay doc, it feels a little better now that you got that thing
around it."
"I thought it might
feel better," Heath said. "Now, before I give you anything for the
pain, did you have anything to drink with your dinner?"
"I had a few Cokes.
Jake here wouldn't serve me anything alcoholic." Duke told Heath.
"He was pretty upset
when he showed up at the bar so I served him Coke instead of Scotch,” the
bartender confirmed.
"Ok, these pain pills
are nothing to play with and you shouldn’t drink while you are taking
them."
Duke nodded. "No
worries, Doc, I don't keep a bottle at home. I only drink at the bar."
"You should be fine,
then, if that's all you drank. You need to take these with food. Have you
eaten?"
"I had wings,
ribs an' fries."
"Ok, here, take these
two now and two more in four hours if you can't sleep." Heath instructed
handing Duke a small bottle with 10 pills in it.
Duke nodded and took the
two pills offered to him and put the bottle in his sweat pants pocket.
"Kay Doc."
Heath handed him a
bottle of cool water.
Duke drank most of it in
one gulp. The food had made him thirsty as well as the conversation.
"Do you want to
continue this conversation, Duke?"
"Yeah, if you
don't mind."
"Let's move into my
office where we can be comfortable, gentlemen." Heath suggested.
"Very well,
lead the way, Doc." Jake grinned.
Heath led the way into his
office and the men all made themselves comfortable on the couch and chairs.
"So, Duke, what other
questions did you have? Maybe we can get things straightened out in your head
before the pills kick in." Jake suggested.
Duke said, "It sounds
like the brat is ...well a misbehavin' school boy or child who needs to be
punished by his parents."
"It's not a
parent/child relationship. The brat is an equal partner and has a say as to
what happens if he does something wrong, but often, the brat will suggest a
consequence completely the opposite of what he actually deserves."
"For instance...
if I had a reckless partner..." He continued, looking at Duke to see
if he was listening.
Duke flushed but
kept his attention on Jake.
"I'd have had to do
something to address the fact that he whacked a moose on the head
with his arm. That would be endangering himself. I know you
were defending yourself and the other man in the cart, but there were other
ways to get the moose to leave you alone. Whacking the moose on the head with
your arm was not a good option. Then, not coming to see Heath after you'd
promised me you were going too... well, Duke, that's lying."
"Duke," Heath
said, eyes wide as a thought finally hit. "That incident had to have
happened while it was still daylight. You didn't go to the bar until your
shift was over. So how many hours did you continue to work after you were
injured?"
Duke said, "It didn't
hurt all that much and well...like I said, I didn't want to
disturb you."
"You wouldn't have
been disturbing me, Duke." Heath chided the older man. "It's my job
to take care of sick and injured people. You're family, and family comes
first."
Duke nodded. "I
see that now."
"So, back to our
example, Duke,” Jake said solemnly. "If I had a partner, it would be
my job to make sure he got the help he needed. But if, like
tonight, he endangered himself, ignored the injuries and ignored directions
to come straight to Heath, well, then there would be consequences."
Duke frowned slightly,
"You're not my partner though. But if you were, what kind of
consequences are we talkin' about?”
"No, I'm not
your partner or Top or even your CO, but I am your friend,” Jake said,
smiling at Duke's tone. “It's a 'what if' scenario. And if I was any of
those then we would talk about what happened, like we just did, and if I
was your partner or Top we would have discussed consequences."
Duke frowned. "I
didn't have another option. It was chargin' the golf cart and I had to protect
the young man who was screaming and makin' the moose angry."
"Could you have
just backed the cart back up the road?" Heath asked.
"Don't you travel with
a flare gun? I thought that was standard equipment in the carts. I know mine
has one."
"I didn't have it
handy and the golf cart is much slower than the moose was when it began to
charge and I wasn’t on the road, but the trail." Duke said.
"You also suggested
that you could have shot it. Well, I'm not going to condone injuring any
animal, but if you had your pistol handy, you could have just fired off a
shot to scare it." Heath said.
Duke thought for a moment,
“I could have shot into the ground near it’s feet perhaps, but I just wanted it
gone so I didn’t really think, I just did what came to mind first. And I didn’t
want to scare the kid any more than he already was.”
Heath was seeing both these
men in a new light. Both he and James had always thought that Duke was gay even
if he didn't admit to it. And now Heath was even more sure of it.
"Duke, a DP
relationship isn't only about consequences," Heath said. "It's about
knowing you can rely on someone. It's knowing that when you have a bad day,
there's someone to talk to someone to catch you when you fall. Someone to look
out for you when you won't do it for yourself."
Duke's blue eyes had
widened at the mention of consequences, but he sat listening quietly.
At Heath's statement
he asked, “Relying on someone? I've always relied on myself."
The doctor waited a minute
then said, "The best feeling in the world is knowing you are loved enough
for someone to pull you up short when you need it. Didn't you ever wish you
could lean on someone else?" Heath asked. "That you didn't have to do
it alone?"
Duke shook his head.
"A Marine is self-sufficient. James taught me that lesson when I was in
the service." He told the men.
“Wasn’t your life as a
Marine based on both relying on yourself and relying on your Marine brothers?
They were your family, and James and Jeff were your Tops, not in a sexual way
but Tops just the same, whether you admit it or not. And I think you know that,
because you still look at James as the big gun,” Jake said.
“You respected their
authority, which is basically what a brat does with a top. And you've probably
been looking for that security since you got out of the Marines because the
military gave you that authority. The rules to live by and the discipline to be
accountable to yourself and others. Discipline can mean a lot of things, can
have many aspects to it and in many ways a brat has to be self-disciplined too
give up that bit of control. No one can MAKE a brat stand in the corner, he has
to have the self-discipline to do it.
"Duke, when you and
James were in the Marines together, what did he do when you messed up?"
Jake asked, suddenly inspired. "He didn't just say 'Oh, that's OK Duke,
just go on and forget that you messed up."
Duke bit his lip and
blushed a bit looking down. "That was personal." He mumbled.
"I'm not asking you to
divulge anything you're uncomfortable with, my point is, when you messed up
there were consequences. The same goes in a DP. Back then it was not only his
job as your Gunny but it was his way of keeping his friend safe."
Duke thought about that and
then nodded. "I never really thought about it at the time, but you're
right."
"Right now
that's the best example I can think of."
Duke nodded. "I
get that."
Duke eyed Jake
suspiciously. "So, if you were my... top, what would you have done?"
He asked again.
"I understand that you
felt there was no other alternative to dealing with the moose, but, Heath was
right. When you saw it in the path, you could have backed away, or even calmed
the brat down by talking quietly to him and pointing out aspects of the moose
so that he wasn't so afraid."
"As far as you not
going to Heath as soon as you were injured, well, if you were mine, we'd talk
about it, like we're doing now. My first reaction would be that you deserved a
spanking, but with your being injured that wouldn't have been a fair
consequence."
"Writing lines
wouldn't have been an option because your dominant arm is in a sling."
"So, if you were mine,
I would ground you. You would go to work, once the doc cleared you to do so,
and come straight back home, no fishing, no activities with anyone."
Duke looked down and
focused his eyes on his splint as he processed all the information he'd heard
tonight.
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